Lecia,
Try more MOM...no matter what it will soften things up and then maybe you can go for the big guns like fleet phoso soda or a bottle of citrate of magnesia. Then again, maybe you are really cleaned out and really don't need to go.
I just hope you feel better soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Take care Lecia. Prayers headed your way.

Lecia :( :( :( :( , poor, poor baby !!! I just don't know what to say , it hurts reading it , I can only imagine the pain and anguish and not being able to sleep on top of everything , oh God, have mercy on us :( !!!!! I wish I could be there and help somehow , oh geez , I really, really hope that Demerol will help - please as much as we all are dieing here to hear from you don't feel obligated to post !!! And please sweety
take care now of yourself and don't beat yourself with what you can not do - your daughters are happy that mommy is home and will get well soon - kids are much more resilient than we think - that is how nature make sure they manage even in the most difficult situations. They will do just fine, trust me, I know because my girls are now 20 and 14 and they can now hardly remember time when I was sick as a dog because of other things. I recently talked to them about that because I always worry too how my situation is affecting my family. Even now some days I feel bad that I can't do some things with them and start apologizing, and it drives them crazy . My older one said : " MOM !!! It does not matter - how you can't understand ?!? Just seeing you there when I come home makes all the difference in this world! Even if you wouldn't be able to even talk or move at all - knowing you are existing makes me happy beyond the words - I would love you and cherish you no matter what, forever mom- so please understand that ! Just seeing you makes me happy !!!! I was crying my eyes out - so dear friend, loving them is truly enough and they know that better than we do :oops: . Your girls are too little to express those feelings but they feel the same way !!! So don't worry now about that, all will be fine - you take care of yourself now, rest as much as you can , that horrific pain must go away - every day a little bit until it is gone forever !!!!
You know that we are and will always be with you and pray every day until you say - hey guys - stop it already, my butt got a "halo " !!!!
You are so strong Lecia - you will be out and about in no time !!!! The worst is first week , and it is almost over !!!! Hold on my friend !!!!
LU
and :mu:

aww Lecia, sorry to hear you're in so much pain :(
I really hope you managed to get some sleep last night, and you're feeling a little better.
I wish I could take the pain away :(
Take care of yourself, and know we're thinking of you xx

Love you lecia, youre sooooo strong... Unbelievable.. Someone like you doesn't deserve that pain at all, but it'll make you even stronger:) and you'll be known as the CRS of this board - you deserve it alright! If you're not a certified rectal specialist, I don' tknow who is!
:momsling: :mermaid: :yogogirl:
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sendingyou love and strength... hang in there... youre our role model!

Lecia, you poor thing that sounds horrific :( .
I do hope you are feeling better today. From my own experience, the first two days were unbearable agony, but it DOES get better daily,and I'm even going to try to get out today even though its blowing a gale out there!
Its awful not sleeping because you will feel so much stronger with a good nights sleep. I wonder why your crs didn't do the lis if you are still having spasms? That must be an absolute nightmare to have them on top of everything else.
I'm so sorry you're suffering, this is the worst pain EVER, in the worst place ever and my heart goes out to you. Every day should be that much better from here on though, in a couple of days, when all the anaesthetics and crap is out of your system, you will feel much stronger and more positive, and if you can manage to get some sleep, you will definitely feel brighter.
Get lots of rest, and GET WELL SOON!!
We're all sending healing vibes your way
Its all uphill from now on, the worst is over!
Take care,
xxxxxxxx

Lecia, I'm sorry you're in such pain. I pray to God that you get better real soon. If anyone deserves a break its you. You've always been there to help in my times of pain and freakout.
Sending you lots of love and strength.

thanks kim for the post and i am amazed lecia that you gave us a reply too.
i will keep you in my prayers and send you wonderful soothing vibes and wishes for a quicker return to more painless routine.
i can't begin to imagine your situation.
and don't forget you are loved everywhere and that you are an amazing mom, wife, and friend.
princess party sounds like fun and i believe you deserve your very own princess lecia party too once this is all under control!!!!
sorry not to be on the board as of late as i am in seattle for work........

Yes, a princess party sounds divine!! I hope you feel better very soon. You'll be the best Princess Leia ever!