I already posted about how my pain is getting stronger. I have an appointment with CRS on 18.12. so he will see what is happening down there. I hope it is not an infection spread. I do not have temperature or chills yet, but I am much more tired and so horribly sore , like in my bum there is a wide canal (with thick walls and about 10-15 cm long) that is all sore. I have a drilling pain on 5 o clock and schratching pain and burning all around. Also my skin on the outside becomes pink, but I managed to calm this with chamomile tea for now. This pain and burning increased in last 14 days and I tried various ointments to ease the inflammation, so I tried Bepanthen plus too. (and it has antiseptic ingredient clorhexydine hydrocloride) It works good for the first day when I tried it only outside. Than I put it inside and it was good for one day, but the next day it starts to burn and hurts so much. I am so desperate again, afraid that I made something wrong. To ease th epain I applied inside some Zinc oxyde/ bismuth subgalate / lidocaine baby dyper rash cream, that my CRS said is o.k. to use internally. That helps sometimes very much, but sometimes hurts like today, and I am so confused and am loosing my mind. I must put something inside at least coconut oil, otherwise I am burning. Sorry to cry over this again, but I have to write it down. I know you are so sympathetic and understand this hell.
And I have a couple of questions.
I do not have much more pain with BM, I almost never had pain passing stool, like many others here. Maybe it is because my BMs are so soft ? My pain starts about half an hour later and increases thru whole day, It is much worse and rapidly increasing with sitting, or doing anything, and eases a little with resting in bed. Is there somebody who has similar pattern of pain? No special pain with BM, but burning pain increasing after BM and lasting the WHOLE day (I have morning BM).
And my other question. I noticed my stool is thin. It is about a 1 cm in diameter or only like pencil (when it is not to soft and can not remain in shape). Maybe with harder stool I will reach bigger diameter? Can this mean that my spinchter is very tight? My CRS mentioned only medium stenosis.