After about 5 months of painful BMs., itchy dilitazem applications and plenty of confusion, my internal AF seems to be gone. Or is it?
This is my current status right for the past 2 weeks:
1) no pain during bowel movements
2) stopped taking dilitazem because of the crazy amount of itchiness.
3) developed a small hemmie that used to come out during BMs but has since disappeared
4) there is a what feels like "extra skin"
5) still taking colace sporadically and have had hard stools but with no pain
6) I am able to sit and walk and have insignificant discomfort after BMs as opposed to before where I was in agony for up to 6 hours
7) still feel that there is a slight tear but it does not hurt me at all
Any thoughts that this thing is healing? Or is it just taking a break and it will come back to haunt me?
Thank you all in advance.