by johnnysantiago » 06 Jun 2015, 00:04
Was pretty much "pain free" for the entire week UNTIL tonight: had a BM (soft-ish) but very large at around 8:45 PM. By 10:30, i have been in a weird spasm mode - it's a deep anal pain really, like if i tried to put my fingers "up there", that kind of pain...pushing inside, effecting ONLY my left testicle as well. Lots of blood in the stool - the past few BM's had no blood but were very, very soft. This was the first one I had in about 2.5/3 days so that's probably why.
I took a pain killer about 45 minutes ago but still, no relief. I'm hoping the pain goes away - this is exactly what i've wanted to avoid!!!!
The pain is deep right now - i hope it won't last as i'm trying to sleep but know i won't be able to with this discomfort. My god...so annoying let me tell you!
I need some damn help - it's like that unfinished bathroom feeling combined with a deep pushing pain into my anus which is also affecting my testicles on the left side only. Lots of localised pain - hoping not another blood clot but i didn't see any sign of that.
Will pray i'll be okay in the morning and then NOT experience this kind of pain anymore after.