Wow the last 6 months....return of the fissure and pain, some days horrible other days okay, most of the time....bad, like a deep toothache.
Bouncing around docs and so called specialists. The most recent general surgeon seemed okay but offered nothing more than bleach baths and telling me I'll be just fine....okay but he told me I had a fissure yet offered nothing more as far as getting rid of it. Take the diltiazem....next visit......nah you don't need that it won't help
Ok....I said...fired I'm done with that
This week ended up back at my family doc, told him my plight. He said lets get to the root, I will refer you to a crs I know.
Good, so I already have a colonoscopy scheduled for end of September, good. Meanwhile I'm back on nitro cream
I have days where I feel like I cannot go on, nothing I've tried helps long term, and trust me, I've tried everything.
I hope the colonoscopy confirms the fissure and whatever else. I am barely working, it's so hard, half my day I'm in lots of pain following my daily morning soft and easy bm.....no straining, in and out in less than 1 minute....the pain starts about 20 minutes later....throbbing, spasm, slight burn....am I nuts have I lost my mind.