by Savaici » 14 Sep 2015, 18:17
I know how that feels, anniebee. I had spasms for going on 18 months, with worse pain than having a baby, every single day. I lost over 30 pounds in weight and sent my days lying on the sofa on my side. I ate baby food for all that time, putting all my food in consommé to be able to eat at all. I only slept at night with the aid of a muscle relaxant which I thank providence my doctor would prescribe. I paid a lot of money to see specialists (I had to fly for nearly 2 hours from my home for this). In the very depth of this pain was when I started dilating witha 9mm pediatric dilator, gradually over months, every other day, doing this. Gradually and suddenly the spasms stopped, and after a period of time I stopped dilating and started to eat 'adult' food. I still don't eat too much but I put back the weight and at least am not in constant pain. That is my story.