3 months, 2 days: So I had a bm this morning, and with out thinking I 'pushed' it out. I felt a little sting..... Thought it might have been just in my head, but I just had another bm then, and it stung - but no blood. From not having any pain at all in 2.5 months, I'm extremely worried that it's coming back.
The only thing that has been different is the use of toilet paper instead of wipes... But that shouldn't really make me tear again...
The Botox has well and truly worn off by now, and I felt completely healed and safe until this morning. I'm hoping this little sting won't eventuate into anything more... But it's so discouraging. I'll start on the Rectogesic again as soon as I hop out of this bath!
So worrying!!!