HEEEELLLLLPPPPPP!!!

I am a 42 year-old male who had been suffering from anal fissure for a year and a half or so. The doctor confirmed that I was completely cured at some point using a combination of Diltiazem, Forlax and coconut oil. I that point, I do not recall having skin tags. Unfortunately, a stressful period tore my bottom apart again and I have been suffering atrociously until end Nov 2016. Since then, I have been moving between 70% to 90% cured without ever reaching 100%. In the meantime, I have grown skin tags and my anus looks like a small cabbage. I have had to drop the diltiazem completely because every time I now try to insert it into my anus using my forefinger, I either hurt myself or the tip of my anus develop some bloody rash. Today after, 2 months, I am experiencing some pain reminiscent of the atrocious one I felt when my suffering was at its highest. I can remain blood-free for at most 2 weeks and then there will be some in the toilet paper when I will wipe myself. I am unable to keep my stool absolutely soft during my morning bowel morning. It seems to me that the morning poop is made up of the dinner, lunch and breakfast of the previous day and the breakfast comes out first followed by the lunch and dinner. I am currently experimenting with magnesium citrate. I take 200 mg at night and 200 mg after breakfast. Unfortunately, it does not seem to soften the breakfast poop but the dinner poop comes out all soft (like a semi-dirrahea). I also do take 2 sachets of Forlax just before dinner. So i am not sure whether the softness has to do with the Forlax or the magnesium citrate, I am currently eating no animal protein at all save for some sardines 3 to 4 times a week. A terrible diet! So i have a few questions:
1. how should I take the magnesium citrate so that my breakfast and other meals all come out soft?
2. what should I do concerning the skin tags?
3. I am thinking of putting garlic in custom made coconut suppositories and use that in the morning and at night. Has anybody tried garlic?
4. Does anybody know some reliable sites from which I can buy suppository molds? I have seen some but they look fishy.
thanks a lot in advance.

