Hi everyone...
I've had a fissure for about 2 months now and I've been trying everything. Either my stool is too big or too hard or something and my fissure keeps being ripped open. I went 5 days not too long ago with no bleeding or real pain but then I had a bad day where I barely ate and the next day the hard stool made the bleeding and pain come back.
I went to a proctologist a couple of weeks ago and it was a horrible experience... he actually diagnosed me with a hemorrhoid, not a fissure, but I'm convinced he's wrong. I can literally see the fissure and feel it too. I don't think he's a good doctor, he was also extremely rough when he did my examination and I was crying from the pain and he didn't say anything to make me feel better.
Anyway... I just ordered something called Repatin N13 and I'm impatiently waiting for it to arrive. Putting all my hopes into it, even though I know I shouldn't. Today was the worst day so far... even though I tried to eat the perfect food yesterday, my stool was too wide and it was extremely painful (like pooping glass) and bloody. I've done 2 dead sea salt baths so far and my anus is still throbbing, 8 hours after I went to the toilet. I'm so scared to go to the bathroom tomorrow, it's giving me anxiety.
Please just give me some hope and words of comfort, this has taken over my life and is really impacting my mental health.
Thank you