corsica-im not expecting to be pain free immediately after surgery.i wanted to know if its worse than the fissure pain so that i can be prepared mentally.ive suffered from pain for the last 8months and im sure i can deal with this pain as well.thanks for ur wishes.
Lecia,val,tabby,jen and fiss-surely other doctors take me more seriously and are a bit more considerate.ive always been a very caring person and hurts me to see anyone suffering.i can now understand patients in pain much better than before and the difficulties in this c*ap nhs.
im off in 2 hrs.dont know where im on the list as i was added in the end.hope i can come home soon.i haye the waiting there and yes val,the fear of operation is worse than the op itself.even im a wuss ! we r so alike val.even im more scared of needles than the op itself.its the 3rd time since feb im goin to theatre.hope its the last time.hosp is almost 40mins drive and i dread it.i lie down at the back which makes it worse and i cant sit.i think as moms we worry more to leave our baby with someone else whether its 8months or 14 yrs.
any better today fiss?
Thanks all of u my dear friends for the amazing support and helping me cope better.i will write as soon as i can.

hi pink,
i hope you are doing well.
you probably have updated your post-LIS experience in some other post.
my best wishes to you on your recovery. take it easy and it will happen.
hugs, happy

thanks happy,im doing ok.feel much better than before with pain.i do post in LIS thread now.good luck with the marathon. :)