corsica-im not expecting to be pain free immediately after surgery.i wanted to know if its worse than the fissure pain so that i can be prepared mentally.ive suffered from pain for the last 8months and im sure i can deal with this pain as well.thanks for ur wishes.
Lecia,val,tabby,jen and fiss-surely other doctors take me more seriously and are a bit more considerate.ive always been a very caring person and hurts me to see anyone suffering.i can now understand patients in pain much better than before and the difficulties in this c*ap nhs.
im off in 2 hrs.dont know where im on the list as i was added in the end.hope i can come home soon.i haye the waiting there and yes val,the fear of operation is worse than the op itself.even im a wuss ! we r so alike val.even im more scared of needles than the op itself.its the 3rd time since feb im goin to theatre.hope its the last time.hosp is almost 40mins drive and i dread it.i lie down at the back which makes it worse and i cant sit.i think as moms we worry more to leave our baby with someone else whether its 8months or 14 yrs.
any better today fiss?
Thanks all of u my dear friends for the amazing support and helping me cope better.i will write as soon as i can.