A little of my background. I originally tore open my fissure back in July, 2005 (I'll never forget that dreaded day). I suffered with it for a few months before breaking down and seeing my family doctor. After trying suppositories, etc. My family doctor referred me to a Colon Rectal Surgeon. He diagnosed me with an Anal Fissure in early '06. I was prescribed Nifedipine and tried that for a few months but with no luck. I then scheduled LIS and when I was about a week before the scheduled surgery my symptoms magically went away...it was quite bizarre. I was taking loads of stool softeners and still using the nifedipine so I actually had a pain free bm. I lasted pain free for a few days so I freaked thinking why would I get surgery since I'm in no pain? So I canceled. I was actually pain free for about 3 months after that. Then I re tore it again and repeated the cycle for another month then the pain stopped for another couple months and the cycle has been going like that since.
But then last month I needed to to take Cipro for a UTI (I'm one of the few males in the world that seems to get these) and that constipated me to the point that I re tore really, really bad this time. I also had the unfortunate luck of springing a thrombosed hemmhoroid for the first time as well which hurts too but all the time. I am at the point where I try to postpone BM's for every other day just to have a nice semi normal day. When I go it ruins my entire day...I can't concentrate, can't sit down, can't relax. I thought trying to go before bed would work out better but I was in so much pain that I couldn't sleep.
I finally had enough suffering and made another appointment to see my CRS. He confirmed that I re-tore the fissure and had a thrombosed hemmorhoid. I mean I've gotten the the point that I was pain free for about at least 6 months but the Cipro did me in. But was also popping stool softeners everyday like candy. Anyways my CRS has suggested the LIS with potential excision of the Thrombosed if it's still there (he thought it might be gone by the surgery which I'm hoping but it still remains, though that part doesn't hurt so bad anymore...I guess they subside after the first few days but it's still swollen)
Anyways, needless to say I'm very nervous about next week's LIS w/ potential excision of Thrombosed and my White Coat anxiety will no doubt make this a lot worse. Also, of course the pain was a little better this morning, but this time pain or not I'm going through with it because otherwise I will suffer on and off for my whole life! I've never had surgery before with the exception of Wisdom Teeth removal (which I was awake for) I have been instructed to take 2 fleet enemas which I'm not too excited about because I've never used those. I was just wondering what to expect on the day of my surgery since I'm freaking out!
