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I just got my fissure cauterized today and am feeling so terrible. My son just started having a fever yesterday and I took him to the doctor before my appointment not knowing what was going to happen to me later that day. He has a cold, but I went to this colorectal surgeon and talked to him about the nitrobid he prescribed which was giving me horrible headaches. He asked if I was still using the nifedipine the other surgeon had prescribed for my fissure before I lost my insurance. I am still using it but not on a regular basis because I am still weaning my son who is 14 months now. I started having these problems having a BM ever since the childbirth/episiotomy and think straining during birth and the episiotomy went wrong and that my anus is too tight which is what caused the fissure. I don't know what to do I am depressed and worried about going back to my stressful classes in one week. My husband works overtime and literally 7 days a week and i'm looking for some advice on creams and dietary supplements, since my son is still nursing i don't know what to do, what activities to avoid like lifting him and what things to do like sitz bath. He is sick and very clingy with a cold and I am stinging from the cauterization this morning, I can relate to peachy and was crying after I read her post, I thought I was the only one dealing with this shit. I would appreciate any advice anyone can give me. I love my son so much and want to be a good mom who has energy and can go and take him places and live a normal life but even on my break from school all I want to do is stay at home to avoid a bad diet and pain after using the bathroom. I'm so close to finishing my degree but feel like by the time I finish it I will die from impaction or get septic or something. I do fine for a few days and then one bad BM cuts into me and I have pain and no energy for the rest of the day and use my lidocaine or the nifedipine and then the cycle continues, a few good days and then a few bad days and so on...the problem is I can't always control what I eat because I am at school all day and even when I prepare something i sometimes dont have time to eat it, because Im running around trying to finish all the work they give us and then go home and have to take care of my kid. Please help me with any advice, i would really appreciate it, thank you
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