i haven't been on here much lately...but i just wanted to let everyone know i'm having my 2nd LIS surgery next Friday. It has been a little over 4 months since my 1st surgery. I have definitely improved since before the first surgery, but not to the point where i'm comfortable with my quality of life. I still have pain everyday for hours after BM while sitting at my desk, and occasionally with the actual BM. i'm so ready for this to be over!
i just want to ask everyone to keep me in their thoughts and prayers. i'm trying to keep a positive attitude, but i'm paranoid this surgery won't work, since the 1st one didn't. i could really use some positive thoughts from everyone on here who's been so supportive. :) it's especially hard because i have no one to talk to about this except my parents and boyfriend. i'm too embarassed to tell anyone in my extended family. so, my "anal fissure family", please keep me in your thoughts next friday as i go in for my 2nd surgery
