you said:
I'm at the point where I never want to eat again
Believe me, many of us have been there, to the point where we become more rational by saying.
"Maybe I should not eat so much of this again."....
Which is what many of us have found to indeed help overcome our fissures. Please do watch what you eat.
I know you may be saying but I have been eating like this for the longest why did I not get the fissures before.
Alas alas, you see our dilemma. While diet alone may not have caused AFs, it sure can go a long way in preventing and or healing your AFs.
I battled mine for over a decade off and on, I thought it couldnt be what I eat because I was basically eating the same stuff before my fissures.
But I think genetics caught up with me ( mom and dad had hems) and over time my anus finally quit on me..ala AFs.
It wasn't until several years and
"tears" later that I found what I needed to stop eating so much of before my fissures stopped recurring.
I only wished I'd payed more attention to what I ate back then as it would have saved me years of pain and discomfort.
HTH