Hello my name is Matthew and I'm 22. I've been dealing with this for over a year now and every time I use the bathroom I'm always stressed out. Once I use the bathroom if I bleed my stress sky rockets.
So in the beginning it was the worse and I was really scared more then I am now. I did go to the doctor they suggested more exercise, and desiten ointment. I don't and didn't have insurance so obviously they weren't going to suggest anything more. I was told it could take six months to heal, but since then it's only come and gone. Never fully going away, and the longest time without bleeding was a month. Something always happen when I'm on the right path. I get constipated for some reason or the opposite happens and then its bleed bleed bleed. However it doesn't bleed after (I don't think) I've had my blood levels check and they always come out fine. Most of the time its just spotting every once in a while it will be more, but none the less its my blood leaving my body and that scares me. I don't know if I'm not trying hard enough or not doing right things, but it's driving me into insanity.
I'm not quite sure what exactly brought it on to begin with, so I can't fill you in on that. Well any advice on what I should do or what helped you would be great. Has desiten worked for anyone? I've also tried doctor oz's shoe boxes by the toilet which I admit seems to help the process of using the bathroom it doesn't really seem to solve the problem.
Well thanks for the help and support in advance