I can't sleep more than two hours at a time. I'll wake up being seized by a spasm. I'm way overusing the nitroglycerin but I don't know what else to do. Sitz baths actually make me feel worse, so I feel like I have few options. I've only gotten worse since seeing the CRS. She has no sense of urgency about helping me get over this. When I see her again, I'll have done 8 weeks of nitro, then she wants to do Botox and said that almost always takes two rounds--so, potentially six more months of this.
I made an appointment with another CRS in another state (my options are extremely limited where I live), but he can't see me for 2.5 weeks. I'm at the end of my rope. I've spent hundreds on creams.
I bought sleeping pills this morning because I can't survive on 3 hours a night, however, I'm worried that I'll still be in agony but too exhausted to do anything about it, and also, I have young children and I can't just sleep late into the morning. Thoughts?