LemonMan wrote:Hi James,
Yes I get what you mean about pain killers - they don't work for me at all. I think the lack of blood flow has something to do with pain killers not working effectively. I think doctors in the UK can prescribe cannabis derivatives for pain relief - for chronic arthritis for example. I guess it's a muscle relaxant so makes sense it would help with fissures.
Best, LemonMan
i was smoking weed in general and abusing it before i got ill , so when i did get ill it doesnt do much as my threshold is like high , but without it i am in turmoil.
this pain makes me feel really recluse and angry at people , and as the holiday came up i resorted to horse tranqs which omg yes it gets rid of it for like 24 hours in somecases thats without redosing constantly and just riding it down but i hate the trip it is just the numb sensation and feeling of normalnes that has me going back .
i dont have much after pain well none that i wouldnt even notice anyway as im in pain all days most days sometimes i get an hour or 2 but after bm i get bursts of pain than can vannish for a minute then instantly kick in, i am not happy taking K really feel shit about the fact tbh as i had not relapsed in a year prior due to depression not understanding my self etc nothing pain wise. i also find gabapentin help slightly