by GilmoreGirl » 11 Jan 2017, 08:48
Thanks mpb.
I had a horrible appointment yesterday. The gastro was to be honest inappropriate. My parents were there with me because I'm too weak and tired to even make sure I give him all the info, and they were shocked. He said he thought all my symptoms were entirely psychosomatic, and that no other doctor would even consider my case because I'm a hypochondriac and am exaggerating my symptoms apparently. My parents had to assure them that after 25 years they know that's not true, and have never seen me so ill.
It made me feel so unheard, so horrible. Of course at this point I'm anxious, which is not helping things - but when this started I was feeling better than I had in 4 months as my fissure was healing. My fear was that he would have no answers for me...and as usual what I feared is what happened.
My parents pushed him though, said that two other doctors have said I need small bowel MRI and endoscopy...how does he know there's nothing wrong if he hasn't looked?! He also hasn't looked at my liver, gall bladder, or considered that there may be another system involved (ex uterine fibroids or hormone problems).
Anyways, just a rant. I ended up with both tests scheduled over the next couple of weeks. I will be switching gastros after all this is over with.