You can help support other new people like we've been doing!! I still think you should try Ensure for added calories and protein. Do you take a full dose of Miralax, but divide it in two doses?
I think previously you felt hopeless, but now you feel hopeful, and your mind is now working with your body in your favor, instead of against your healing. My local CRS told me that he thinks there is a mental component of having a fissure (stress related, etc), and I agree with him!! You'll have to post pics of the babes after they arrive!!