Hi everyone, I have been viewing the posts on this forum for quite a few months now but this is my first actual contribution so would like to say thanks in advance, this website has been helpful in knowing we are not alone in these awful times. Here is to everyone getting well sooner than later.
My situation is that I have been suffering with a fissure now for about two years. Early last year I went through all the creams/ointments given to me by my GP but still didn't improve much. I had to constantly put up with the sharp pain every morning after BM and then a dull numbing pain for 4-6 hours after. This is not very pleasant when you can't sit (not that I could as I would stand) on the bus or train that you have to take each morning to work and then try to sit through meetings with clients (I would have to sit and just swallow hard in these instances, would look a bit silly standing in a meeting with clients). My diet became very strict and to be honest has put stress on my life as I can't just eat and drink what I want anymore. It’s now at the point I choose to eat things based on their fibre content at restaurants rather than what I like, I don't drink much socially which my friends are all mythed about and I don't eat takeaways with family so I can't really relax.
Anyhow I digress; I was recommended for surgery late last year and had Botox in early December 09. The pain following was the worst I have ever experienced. I was not really able to move much for a week and wouldn't want to go through it all again. Since then I have improved, so much so that I have exercised 3 times a week, every week (CV and weights) since January. I can't however say that I feel 100% healed and know there is still a fissure there. After BM I still feel a bit of pain and can feel slight numbing pain for a couple of hours after. But I can now sit on the train and don’t take any pain killers. I told this to my surgeon in mid February after my 2 month re-assessment and he stated it should be completely healed and I should not have any pain at all. After a visual inspection he recommended that I have LIS to get blood flow to the fissure and help heal me fully. I now have a date for the op in mid April.
My question is should I pursue this, will it make me 100%, would my body still need time to heal naturally or is this the only option if I want to go back to 'normality' otherwise I may have this pain and have to be on my guard about what I eat and drink for the rest of my life? Has anyone been through these stages and could they help or give me advice. I feel happy at the moment with my progress but must admit I would like to be back to the way I was if that is ever an option again and would go through with LIS if that was a strong possibility. I'm worried however that this will just take me back to stage 1 and may make things worse as in effect you are cutting a cut. I don't want to go through all the pain and drop out of excursive and feel crap again if this is not going to help and that if I have a chance to heal naturally as I am.
I have to sign my op paperwork but am in two minds, any help from all the vast experience on this site would be much appreciated.
Thx