by Pipyeah777 » 18 Aug 2022, 17:21
After 8 long months, since early January, I have suffered with what I believe to be a fissure. Posterior. I’ve posted about healing before and every time it would open back up, and it was months if this game. But I want to tell you guys that it can go away. So many setbacks and never had an apt with anyone because it’s so many months out. I actually have a colorectal apt for Sept 14th but will prob cancel it. It’s taken so long to see anyone and I even had a colonoscopy and gastro was NO HELP! So I was hanging in for that apt which was three months out so it’s taken this long to see the right person and while doing my own research. And just dealing. It’s finally gone. So I just want you guys to know that it will get better. Unless you have some underlying problem, time and babying your ass. You will have set backs, but it just takes time. I have heard people say that but it’s true. I didn’t use any Rx creams either. Just otc wound care stuff……. And miralaxx! Eat clean. Water water. That’s all I did but 8 months. I think you just have to get ready to spend almost a year healing. Thra the past I didn’t know and I was so demoralized….. That’s really what it takes and it’ll take up a ton of real estate in your mind. It was hard and it’s sucked, but I’ll never go off miralaxx. Never. I have ibs-c and can’t eat gluten ever again, but it’s worth it to never go through this again. I can’t believe I wake up and don’t have to deal with that itch and pain……… and the whole process… sitz baths and just all that all day worrying and stress and wondering if it’ll go away or surgery……….. never again!