Hello all.
As the title says botox is tomorrow. I had it done a couple of years ago when it helped but not completely get rid of the fissure.
I am scared for a couple of reasons. Firstly the thought of going in to hosp tomorrow frightens me. I am probably more scared its not going to work and I will be heading towards LIS.
Again I have come on her to get it off my chest. I feel there is no one I can talk to about this. My hubby is lovely but doen't know what to say. Last time I spoke to my Mum about it she ended up crying!!!
Anyway feels good to write it down. I know deep down I have to just get on with it. I am a believer in positive thinking but am really struggling to feel positive about tomorrow.
Thanks for reading!