Hi. I'm new here. I just found this page yesterday evening and am really glad I did.
I have had a fissure for I think about 2 months, self diagnosed with use of a mirror. Two months ago I was traveling and not eating well (Tesco microwave meals and coffee). I didn't even realise that I probably hadn't had a sip of water for the entire month of travel until I was horrendously constipated and I actually felt the tear as it happened - good god that was horrible - and saw the blood on the loo paper.
I got home, did some google searching, took a mirror to the situation to see what the heck was going on, and I saw it. It's been a month, I've tried to take on more fibre and drink more water. Tried laxatives and stool softener. At one point I thought it was healed, until last week it ripped open again.
To be honest, it hasn't really ruined my life thusfar, it's just pretty annoying and hurts to take a BM. After a BM it will hurt for maybe a half hour, but not crippling pain, just the same kind of sting like a scab on your arm had been dislodged - just a regular cut kind of pain.
I decided about an hour ago that I maybe my self-treatment isn't working and I should see the doctor, so I have an appt for tomorrow. I'm not really sure what to say to him..."so I came here because I have an anal fissure and need it checked out."?? I've seen all these posts about doctors diagnosing fissures as hemorroids, and I'm pretty sure I don't have that. I just need this pesky cut to heal up and stay healed.
I'm really glad I found this group, it's such a sensitive topic and I haven't told anyone, it's nice to know I'm not the only person with this problem.