hi all
i had lis surgery yesterday, i stayed in hospital overnight and am back home now. i was surprised at how relaxed i felt afterwards, beforehand, especially when I walked into the operating theatre i was very nervous indeed. was getting a bit panicky but they put to me sleep pretty swiftly.
today i feel really ok, it is uncomfortable and when i tense my muscles it hurts. a combination of bruised pain and sharp pain where the fissure and incision are.
the real test is going to be the first BM which i've not yet had. i am so not looking forward to it (it would actually be true to say i'm absolutely terrified of it) as i can feel the pain in the anal area when it gets a little stretched right now. i have some tramadol and may need to take it. i dont think i'll be holding back if i do!