I have been having more pain this week and called my CRS place. They just put me in with a different lady CRS just to get me in. She did a finger exam and I was in a lot of pain. She said she didn't see a fissure and she didn't see any hemorrhoids that would be causing the pain (i had a thrombosed one lanced 3 1/2 weeks ago). She said didn't know what was wrong with me (this is where I start crying in her office) and she could send me for some testing at the pelvic floor clinic. Has anyone had these done- anal manometry, biofeedback? I may ask for anal ultrasound since I am there. She said even though a dr had given me a low-dose botox I was still very tight. Thanks. I feel like I am at the end of my rope here. At least most people on here know what's wrong with them. I am starting to lose the will to live. It's been over a year and I feel like I do nothing but take hot baths all day. Afraid to get a job.

Sorry your having so much pain. I'm glad your going to get those tests done. Everything will heal over time. Sorry it's taking so long for them to figure it out. Just make sure you let all the specialists know your pain and frustration. If you hadn't of started crying in her office then she probably wouldn't have referred you to that other clinic... Good luck and keep us updated. " Life is like a rollercoaster, with ups and downs, the problem is when we get stuck in the downs"