I stupidly inserted a sex toy just to try cause i'm stupid. it was one of those things like a penis.
I didnt' really have much pain when i inserted it, so i kept inserting it just to try... cause i thought it would feel something pleasurable .
in the end i felt nothing no plelasure.
At first the first week or so, it felt weird, like i was stretched and uncofortable.
Now, it's been like 1 month since and now i don't have any of that.
And not much pain, not really much pain when i have a bowl movenemtn.
Sometimes some slight pain but not really.
But the pain that i do have, is at sudden random times.
it's sharp and like deep.
I am not bleeding or anything. Although I did bleed since long time ago before the current trauma(bright red) possibly from hemoroids.
But the bleeding has not changed since the trauma.
It's like it was always. just little bit when i wipe after a bowel movement.
I already went to the doctor. Had a finger test. Didn't feel pain when i had the test. no pain at all(just uncomfortable from having a figer there).
Nothing was found in that check.
Anyways the pains that i do have at random times, are in a scale from 1-10 , something from 1-3..although just 30 minutes ago i had a sharp one like at a 5. But it was just lasted 1 second or something.
Anyway, since i continue having pains at random times which at times, does it mean I'm all damaged and they wil have to do operations in me and i will get Cancer and stuff and possibly die?