Hi guys, i am having trouble deciphering whether i am just being whiney, or am in spasm at all.
Here is how it goes, I have 1 confirmed possibly 2 fissures one left and one right posterior. they are both inside the anus. Whenever i try to put creams in, if one side gets brushed, even with lidocaine jelly application, that side will start to feel tighter. most of the time it wont go into full blown all the way up the rectum SPASM with massive pain. However, it feels inflamed, more annoyed and twitchy and in MY Opinion feels like a spasm.
My question to you all is, What are your spasms like? do they range from just dull and swollen feeling, to sharp pains? or are only the sharp pains considered spasms?
Sometimes after i have a bm, even if it wasnt that painful, and i DONT put in nifedipene afterwards i will feel just an overall tightness, not necessarily a twitching but just as if things are getting more narrow.
however usually when i do apply creams, either one side or the other will get brushed and then those feelings of strong tightness come on whichever side got irritated. Is this better than doing nothing? I feel like if i do nothing i dont heal, if i do something i dont heal either. Clearly my mind is playing games.
Thanks for all of your help.