Hello everybody, Tony here went for my second opinion and was diagnosed with a post terior anal fissure . He prescribed me with a cream Rectiv .2% twice a day and fiber . The rectiv seems to make it a little more painful but I've noticed the itch has eased up for the most part. The fiber has been working haven't had logs like this in a while.I think this is were it all started from. Straining on the toilet due to the worst diet known to mankind ( junk food smokes and coffee) all day everyday for years and years. This is been a very dramatic experience to me having my mind set on anal cancer or etc...e
Even after he told me what it was i went home and started lookingbat it through a mirror and if u ask me it looks more like a little hole of some nature. I starting getting scared thinking it was maybe a fistula orsomething so i picked up the phone and called the office to ask more question and drive them crazy ( the nurse made me feel better and said if it was a fitsula iwould be having some discharge pthis or blood maybe. She said give it time and see what happens. I just want to say im a complete mess.All i have is horrible thoghts in my head. This little hole or fissure makes me feel like my who know is rotting away. As i mentioned before l have list ten lbs also and i am a skinny guy as it is if you dont mind me asking tou guys questions off topic do you think smoking two packs a day dringing coffee all day and only eating when im starving could add to this I'm a mess please help me.