It's raining...raining in my heart. Can someone let me off this merry-go-round???? Yes, I am losing it tonight.



Oh hark, sleep cometh as a sweet amnesia.
Silent gift of pause.
Release me not for many hours,
but only for great cause.

Good night. After this brief absence from my consciousness temporarily allowing me to forget the fissures, I should be able to resume the battle tomorrow. At least this is my prayer.

What's happening Woundedspirit?

Woundedspirit,

Please update me... Are you no better??

Your beautiful poem has made a very teary me get even more teary!

I hope you managed to get some respite in sleep



OMB x

OMB I didn't mean to make you teary, you have enough to deal with right now. I had had a really good month, enough where I started believing again that I may heal without flap surgery. Then 3 days ago a huge set back again. I have been in so much pain for 3 days, just like at square one again. So disheartening. It was feeling overwhelming last night and those are the times I somehow find strength here. Thank you both for caring. Thank you for the hugs. They were needed. Still rather sad but doing better. I will feel stronger when I get this pain under better control again.

So sorry, Woundedspirit.
I hope you found some healing in sleep.

Thank you Scientist. Your kind words are soothing. And yes my sleep helped me.