Has anyone else experienced this?
Surgeon says the fissure looks like it has healed, but it rarely feels perfect and about once a week I can feel a little tear that takes 2-3 days to feel tolerable again. It is not some free floating “all in my head” nerve pain. It is that recognizable, sharp, papercut-like pain at a very specific site of previous fissure. Perhaps it is within the scar tissue (I am not aware of any blood, but I use a bidet).
I go round and round about every week, which result in scar tissue never fully maturing (i.e., tissue alignment ========)
Sure, I’m limited by it, but I don’t lie around tentatively doing nothing, which would resultant poor maturation of scar tissue (i.e., poor, weak tissue |-/=\\=\/__-/-). Yet, it seems it never fully heals and matures to good strength.
I am doing on yoga, deep breathing, and general calming, tension relief. I remain narrower than the good old days, but during periods of improvement things are relaxed and I can pass a good 1-1.5 inch stool with satisfaction. Other times: "Ting! There is there small tear!"
I guess what I really wanna know… Is there anyone who has experienced this and gotten to the other side of it, full healing? Is it not a fissure anymore and something a bit deeper?