Hello,
I need some hope and uplifting suggestions. For 2 months my fissure seemed to heal and I was so happy, even my husband noticed a difference in my spirits. I knew they can reoccur so I kept on my strict diet and kept with my routine. But then....
This morning, I strained more than I should but I was in the middle of a BM and even being calm about it, it still would not budge in the middle of the stool (sorry for the details). As you can all expect, I had bleeding and pain. I am so distraught today, I spent most of the day crying feeling like it will never completely heal and I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. Has anyone had reoccurrence and was still able to heal? Do any of us heal forever?! I hate how one little backstep can ruin my day and make me depressed. Am I the only one? I want to start a family soon, but knowing how pregnancy can often worsen these issues, I'm too scared.
Have any of you gone back to Diltz after taking a break? I was so excited to stop it after a long 3 months.