Hi every1 ive tried just about everything to heal me and now i dont know wat to do as the doctors have said no to LIS, heres my story sorry if i go on a bit but i hope someone can give me some advice as sometimes i think death would be an easy option than this constant pain.
My story started two years ago. i was going through a difficult patch in my personal life and i started getting pain and blood in rear end, then it would clear up in a week and then back like every 6-8 weeks later. Anyway went to see a consultant who didnt even botha to check but gave me anoheal as the symptoms were of a fissure. This went on for some time until he eventually refered me to a CRS who on examination said that i didnt have a fissure but a polyp that needed removing. Anyway under anthesetic they removed the polyp and found 2 internal piles which they banded, (didnt even know i had piles) but said they found no fissure. 6 weeks later back in hospital with lots of pain and little blood, they said it was a fissure and sent me packing again with anoheal. This went on until Sept las year and they said we should try botox and a EUA anyway from that all they found was a tight anal passage but no fissure, (i must have one of those fissures that splits and heals really quickly) by the way after the procedure i was in so much pain for 5 days dont know if it was the EUA or the botox. Anyway botox did nothing for me and i carried on, Everytime i go for a check up at the hospital they say they cant see or feel a fissure. Anyway finally the doctor suggested LIS but said as i had forceps and a cut in my first pregnancy 18 years ago they suggested i go for a pressure check and have a camera up my rear end to check if it will be ok for op. Anyway the conclusion was that there is damage to the muscle so to cut it would mean, nappies for the rest of my life, the only thing that they could find was overactive butt muscle. Im in constant pain and hate poo times, ive also discovered by my self that i have Proctalgia Fugax i have all the symptoms for this and maybe Levator ani syndrome this could be why im getting these splits, any suggestions would be welcome!!!!! Im seriously thinking of getting a second opinion as at the moment i struggle to poo (sorry for being to open) as the spasms wont allow it, so how could i end up in nappies if they just cut it a little??