William - I just remembered ! Would you be willing to try drinking old-fashioned stool softener called Condrumel (sp.?). It is actually a mineral oil and you take it by mouth. It "lubricates" poop also - actually if you take too much you might find oil floating in the toilet LMAO !!!! I used that stuff !!!! The only thing is - do not take it with Colace (Docusate Sodium) THEY CAN NOT BE TAKEN TOGETHER !!!!!
I was also never able to push any suppository inside of my anus or would even dream of doing that with fissure in place . My sphincter was so tightly clenched that even baby size glycerin suppository could not go in :( .