That's great that you feel more hopeful! I know I felt hopeless before I found this wonderful group...I didn't know what to do and other sites I looked at only offered cold, clinical facts about the condition. This is a warm and friendly place, with real people who can relate to everything your experiencing.
The pot will definitely help you sleep. It also makes it more fun to listen to music, and crackers slathered with cherry jam will taste like the finest tarts.
Try to squeeze some enjoyment out of life, if you can. I know it's hard to pamper yourself when you have a two year old.