by TonyStone » 01 Oct 2011, 10:16
I first had problems in 2005. After every home treatment the fissure finally healed to the point where it wasn't an issue for me, every now and then a toilet bowl of blood said "don't forget metamucil" and in a day it would feel fine.
A month ago it came back. 4 weeks of barely leaving my house, not sleeping, shting glass, crying, losing time with my son, 5 mile drive to work where I had to pull over and walk because of the ass fire problem. Like everyone says, when tge time is right you will know. I felt like a shut in, watching grandpa drive my son to school, staying home because I am afraid to drive to SAMs. He'll, last week I was pissed because my wife wasn't home to meet me at the dollar store next to my work. I just wanted to feel normal. I had the surgery Friday. I am praying by the end if October I have a fairly normal life. In 2005 I thought about the surgery but talked myself out of it. I didnt want to crap my pants. This time I decided I would rather be out and have to change my pants, then never leave my house because of pain. You will know, once you decide and gave seconds thoughts. The pain will remind you why you are getting it done.
Tony
Ps. Farting was easier last night