So I'm new to this Site and new to talking to anyone besides my sisterabout what's going on.
I've had this problem since late November & I'm at the stage where I want to cry just thinking about using the bathroom. Lastnight was my last & painfulest bm ever!! I had an anxiety attack & cried before and after... I'm at the point where I never want to eat again.. That or cut my ass off! During the day I ache,burn & itch.
I'm 23 & I feel so helpless, sad, worried.. & everything else..
I've been too emergency twice the first time he looked and put his finger in there I felt totally violated.. He recommended I take metimucal & purchase anusol..he also gave me a bit of thisclear jelly & said itwould numbthe area... The numbing gel burns when put onbut makes it bareable to move around.. The anusol does no justice nor does the metimucal.......