by Whatapaininthearse! » 28 Jan 2015, 11:49
Hi guys, for me the fissure is taking over my life in most ways! I am desperate to get relief from this god awful thing!!!
I first had a fissure 6 years ago which eventually healed after using Diltiazem.
Now it is back, I have been suffering for 9 months now, I've tried everything my GP can prescribe and the Diltiazem hasn't worked this time. I had Botox on the 2nd Jan this year and am still in a lot of pain. I have another appointment with a CRS on 3rd Feb. I can't cope with this pain anymore, it can't be normal!
I have been tempted to go to A&E on a few occasions but I doubt there's anything they can do there?
I am just about managing to work, I am a postwoman and at the moment there is no I can do delivery. I am on reduced indoor hours but my boss is keen to know when this problem will be resolved....well so am I! I can't give him a answer, all I can do is keep him informed about appointments/procedures. I am in fear of loosing my job.
I can't go out/leave the house after a BM, this has put a stop to any social life. My partner is very understanding but I feel guilty for not being able to do things/go places with her.
I don't want this to take over my life but it is and I feel I am becoming depressed with it!
All I can do is hope this will get sorted one day :-(
I hope relief comes for u all of u aswell x