by Deleted User 428 » 08 Oct 2010, 10:52
Still doing great. Two weeks post-op today. Thanks.
I can still feel the incision a little but it's more of a mild itch than anything. My wife asked me yesterday on a scale of 0-10 what I feel like today as compared to that Wednesday before my surgery. I said a 0. I really physically feel 1000% better.
On the other hand, I still have a pretty big fear of this thing returning. I still tense up on the toilet expecting the worst but thank God that has been smooth sailing (so to speak). I think the fear comes from the ups and downs I experienced prior to the surgery. I'm sure that will ease in time too. It just shows you the mental toll this condition has on you. Nobody would ever understand this if they didn't go through it.
Your "Freedom" day is getting closer. I'm really sorry you had to wait but believe me you will be so glad you had this done. Keep your spirits up. I keep an eye on the forum every day. I'm with you through the whole thing.