I had AF 5 months ago that healed on its own. A month ago, I had another AF due to an uncontrolled BM. I have been seeing blood in most of my BM since then (which is driving me nuts). Usually it is fresh blood on the TP and some on the stool. There were couple of incidents when I saw TP drenched in blood. My pain has been manageable most of the times (I would rate 4/10). I usually get some burning sensation, mild spasms and some stinging pain for few minutes and it is gone until I have the next BM. There were few instances when I had BM with no blood at all. But next BM would usually have some blood.
I went to CRS couple of weeks ago. He examined from outside (without probing) and could see a fissure at 6 O'clock. I was checked for anemia and was found normal. From past month, I have been following a strict diet of fiber, veggies, stool softeners and water. I apply GTN 3 times a day. Still hasn't stopped the bleeding. From past few days whenever I apply GTN, I can feel a lump or a possible internal hemmie near the 6 O'clock AF. I am not sure if hemmie was since the beginning and if this is the source of my consistent bleeding. I bleed only during BM. Either way, this bleeding (not pain) has been draining me emotionally. My next CRS visit is in 5 weeks. I called CRS office couple of times to address this bleeding and they said it takes some time (even with an internal hemmie). If anyone has had similar problems or have more insight please share. I am pretty clueless on how to stop this bleeding. Thanks!