Maybe you should go to the ER, to make sure that this isn't something else. At least ER's are said to be quite empty these days.

I though about it but my recent experiences at ER have not been good.
Must be a hemm or fissure.

I had a colonoscopy 12 months ago all clear except for benign polyp but I didn’t have the blood and pain I have now.

I’ll bark at my primary doc I have a virtual appointment on Tuesday

Many thanks I’m a pain in the...

I'm so sorry for all of you feeling like this in a time like this. This sucks so hard. This thing tries its best to take control of your life. Knawing at your psychological health along with the physical. You people have it so much harder. The only solace at this point is I guess knowing I'm not alone.

sean530 wrote:I'm so sorry for all of you feeling like this in a time like this. This sucks so hard. This thing tries its best to take control of your life. Knawing at your psychological health along with the physical. You people have it so much harder. The only solace at this point is I guess knowing I'm not alone.

No my friend not alone many many suffer

Our modern technology cannot address chronic illness

I’ve convinced myself that recovery is hopeless.

Dude I know to some extent how it is. But everyday is a new one filled with possibilities. If you're not on em already I suggest please if possible get on antidepressants. They do work. And are specifically for these parts of life. Talk to me. I'll try my best to be more present on this forum from now on