Well, still feel like crap...my fissure is worse than ever, I'm pretty sure it is from the straining after botching the enema, in fact I am positive this is the case. Afterwards my bum felt raw and the doctors finally saw a fissure, which they hadn't for two years. My sphincter is tighter than ever, I'm having more pain with BM's than ever, and I have to work a GD'd 8 hour shift today. Sometimes I don't think I'm strong enough to go on, life with a fissure is so hard and I feel like I have no one to talk to aside from my mom, and you all. I'm so depressed
