I'm so happy I found this forum. No one around me seems to understand the nightmare that this can be.
so I'm dealing with fissure for the second time in my life. First time was about 5 years ago, it was a nightmare but once I gone to the CRS and she put me on Nifedipine and emla and fiber and stool softeners, it immediately started improving and after a few weeks I was completely healed.
This time around nothing helps. I have pain 24/7, it's especially excruciating after BM but it doesn't go away completely even hours after. I need to take lots of Advil and Valium to sleep a few hours at night.
I'm doing the Nif with Lidoc, I'm putting coconut oil, manuka honey, I even tried turmeric.
It's been a week. I'm so exhausted from all the pain and from trying to stuff all sorts of creams and oils up my butt :)
One one hand surgery seems to be a quick relief that I really really want, on the other hand it's only been a week and surgery is not really a guaranteed relief and it can be a slow and painful recovery.
What do you think?
One more question- I have 3 BMs a day which is killing me. They are mostly liquid/soft. I can't seemed to have only one good formed one in the morning. I believe this is contributing to the constant pain. Any advice on that would be appreciated.