I’ve hit the wall I can’t go on

Thank you for all who helped here

Did you not get an appointment to be seen by the PT? Please don't give up!!

patience_and_healing wrote:Did you not get an appointment to be seen by the PT? Please don't give up!!

The appointment is the end of January

I’ve lost my will. I haven’t had much for a long time but the last month has pushed me off the edge.

I’m done with considering treatments and reading about it.

Was never my intention to put out negative energy in a place where those who come here need help.

My problem is complex, it’s grown well beyond the initial fissure which is apparently healed.

Can’t consider living the rest of my life just trying to manage this.

Gone from a great career to huge debt that I can never pay back along with a pending disability lawsuit and a new application for benefits through the government.

I can’t live in the most expensive city in North America in my current condition any longer.

My current rent is triple what my initial mortgage payment was when I bought my condo in 2001. Impossible with no income or even if I get disability.

So many here have been so helpful and caring. I feel compassion for all who suffer.

I’m exhausted.

Maybe you can move in with your sister if possible? I know it's tough to give up independence like that.

Please try and get the appointment moved forward. Don't dismiss the benefits that physical therapy can provide.

Sending you hope and good wishes...