by happyass » 20 Jan 2011, 11:11
24 hours later update......
first of all, thank you to all for the get well and speedy recovery wishes. it was so comforting to read and be able to look back as i go thru recovery to help me feel cared for.
well it's been 24 hours or more like 26 hours later and all i can say is - did i really do this yesterday?
i left off yesterday having lunch of miso soup and white rice puree with some wakame. for dinner i had pureed butternut squash soup.
i have been taking the toradol 10 mg every six hours as it is for inflammation and is directed for 3 days.
as much as i have only had a very soft, minor discomfort - nothing compared to anything horrific from a bad BM day - i still decided to take the vicodin.
slept really well last night. i didn't feel anything unusual.
last night, the packing did come out and it was interesting to see what it looked like. the most important thing for me to see is how less bloody it was than what i thought it would be. i was impressed.
i am pretty sure my butt has also been painted up with podophyllin as there was that residual color on there too and only because after this morning, taking a physical tour of my anus with a finger-cotted finger, i could tell that the skin around the anus was unusually puffy, a response i remember from back in the early 90s when i got a podophyllin treatment for warts. so i couldn't tell really between all the puffiness and how much has been cut out due to some warts, it just seemed like it was a mysterious place that i have never been too. my ass was nothing like i had remembered. its contours and topography completely changed.
i did have some gas that did come out and it was not as if it was uncontrollable gas - it came out and it did not irritate whatsoever. i was like, nice.
i have had some gas throughout and it has been irritation-free.
i have had some coughing this morning too and that too was pain free.
i haven't had any discharges.
i haven't had any bleeding.
as i was saying, everything so far has been too pleasant to be true.
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i took my toradol and vicodin this morning. got drowsy and a little sleepy.
i am able to sit down more comfortably than i though i would at this early stage of the recovery.
i made me some pureed oatmeal with prunes in 1/2 water and 1/2 soy milk. really pureed it down. no other added ingredients.
have been drinking water. i have to make sure i get 2 L a day at minimum.
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just gave myself a 20 minute hot soak bath and i am in amazement that i can lay in the water on my butt and not feel anything.
i did dry off. applied my lidocaine 5% ointment and then dressed with gauze.
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i am not even experiencing any pain where Laverne & Shirley was. i am like, is this real?
so i am optimistic at this point.....
and i really hope i can post a very positive first BM experience....that remains to be seen. all i know, is that i am not forcing anything out and just waiting for the right time.
my biggest debate right now is when i do have my first BM, do i sit on toilet or do i approach it with the squat?
if i do sit on my toilet, i am going to have the cleansing warm water feature on so that it can be soothing my butt as i poo and hope that will make things more comfortable.
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overall, i just can't believe how incredible these first 26 hours have been. and i did confirm with the CRS if she did everything and she did.
i'll keep thinking positive about the first poo!
and see what i can puree for lunch today.
also, i am only using the docusate sodium (100 mg) x2 in the morning. i am not taking any other laxatives or softners. this may change but currently, that is all i am using to keep things soft. i am totally on a vegetarian/macrobiotic diet at this point.
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happyass on 20 Jan 2011, 11:27, edited 1 time in total.