by mm92599 » 01 May 2012, 20:47
As many of you know, I am the indecisive one who has been contemplating LIS for a few years now, but has always opted to "wait it out" and avoid surgery. In the past, this strategy has worked as my fissures have healed within weeks, but this latest episode that began in early December does not seem to be responding the same way. I'm not sure if I am doing something wrong with my diet, miralax, medications, etc., but I just don't seem to be getting better and everytime that I do feel as though things are getting better, I end up having a major setback. One concern that I have is that I have two bm's each morning. The first bm is usually soft and fairly easy to pass. But, about an hour or so later, I have the urge to go again, and this time the bm is usually loose and my rectum is in spasm so doesn't really open up enough to let things out easily. I wonder if this is the result of too much miralax as I take a dose in the morning and one in the evening. I would cut back, but I'm afraid that it will cause my stools to become firm. Anyway, I have consulted by email with a surgeon in Dallas who recommended LIS based on my medical history and I emailed him again this week with some specific questions on recovery for LIS. He said that I should plan to be in the Dallas area for at least a week and that I should also plan to be off work for a week on average. He said that he does follow up at 2 weeks and 6 weeks post op. He said that he does LIS without fissurectomy as he doesn't feel it is essential to the success of the surgery. He also said that he has never seen a fissure not heal with LIS and has never seen a patient have recurrence of fissures going forward after LIS. I have an underlying pelvic floor dysfunction issue that causes chronic rectal pain in the absence of fissures and also causes difficulty with bm's because my muscles don't coordinate properly to allow for stool to pass easily. The surgeon said that LIS will not address this underlying issue and that would require other treatment options, but that this underlying condition would not affect the outcome of LIS for the fissures. He seems overly confident about LIS fixing my fissure problems forever, although he only does about 30 LIS surgeries per year and has been practicing for about 25 years. I don't really have any other options at this point for LIS unless I continue to search for other out of state options, but I don't really even know where to start with that. No local CRS will do the surgery on me.
So, I'm at a point that I need to decide what to do, because if I opt for surgery, I need to try and schedule it for later this month so that I can have my wife attend the surgery and post op with me. In order to get this scheduled this month, I need to contact the surgeon this week. I'm just very scared to make the decision for LIS for fear that it won't work or that it will make me worse. I hear horror stories and just don't want to make a bad decision. Given my history with chronic pain in the rectum, it makes me nervous that this procedure wouldn't work for me or would backfire on me. I just don't want to regret the decision, but I guess there's no way of knowing what the outcome will be until it's too late. Guess, I'm just hoping for some last minute insight, encouragement or discouragement :)