Thank you wounded. How are things with you? I'm pretty nervous about tomorrow. Still didn't have a bm today and thought I would try a glycerin suppository to help me go- but I can't get more than the tip in without awful pain- guessing the infection site or fistula opening. So I'm guessing I will poo after surgery tomorrow. Please God let my butt be numb for it. Honestly didn't know things could be more painful than a fissure- but low and behold they can.
We are still on our way wounded. One day closer to healing. I keep telling myself that. At this point I may just beg for a colostomy bag tomorrow. I've tried to just focus on my healing for right now and not think about my job, marriage , or people of the church, or the other woman. Feel like the devil has come and chewed me up and spit me out. Things can only look up, right!