Ok... I don't want to get too excited yet but I can't help it!! So here we go...
My bowel movements are for the most part pretty regular again, (8am when I wake up and around 2-3pm after lunch) and I'd say probably alittle too soft in texture so I might be eating alittle too well (better than a hard stool though).. I don't take fiber supplements, I try to stay as "natural" as possible. So anyway, usually after a BM (which I have to do in the water so that I'm brave enough to actually go) I get this super sharp stinging pain that goes from the right side of my buttcheek and causes my whole leg to be sore and I just don't want to move. Well I got that pain, so I went and got my coconut oil suppository out of the fridge that I made out of the pinky finger portion of a medical glove. I melted the oil and poured it in the finger glove and set It in the fridge to harden (It gets hard pretty quickly). I laid down on my side and slipped it in as much as I could. It was only a tad bit painful, but nothing compared to the pain I always have from this fissure! So anyway as I tried shoving it into my anus slowly, it melted along the way, lubricating and becoming smaller which made it easier to insert it all the way in. I had to relax myself immensely to actually get it in. I'm not even joking you, I had INSTANT RELIEF!!! I got up off the floor and walked down the stairs in pretty much no pain at all!!!! (I haven't been able to walk or stand comfortably in over 2 weeks) .. I almost wanted to cry because of how pain free I felt. Well the pain itself wasn't and isn't totally gone but it definitely helped allieve the discomfort and extreme pain I was having. I've gone from pain level 6-10 to 1-5. (Except when I feel like I have to fart, omg that really burns for some reason

)It's only my first day doing this with a successful suppository molding that I made. I am going to do this 3 times a day! I am very hopeful of great results. I haven't felt this happy in a month. I will continue to keep up my nutritious diet and water intake and see what happens.