I need to tell this to someone, but it is so embarrassing that there is no one I can tell. But, I figure that the people on this site will understand.
I had to go to the bathroom and I was only about 20 feet away, but then it began to hurt so badly and I felt like the fissure was ripping (and it's been a little better lately), so I let it go and went in my underpants. I cleaned up thoroughly and, even though no one knows, I feel highly ashamed. I just couldn't go back to the horrible agony of when the fissure was at its worst.
Has anyone experienced anything like this?
Daisy