
to the Forum and sorry that you're in pain.
The reason you are experiencing so much pain is that the involuntary internal spincter is spasming. You need to get blood to the area by soaking in a Sitz Bath after a BM, seeing a CRS/your GP for some Diltiazem or Nifedipine cream, before it becomes worse. Never wipe; use something like Cottonelle toilet paper and dab. I also use sterile gauze pads that I wet to 'finish'. You can see my experiences with an AF below. Took a lot of time, no surgery, and dedication, so to speak.
Once again, welcome to the Forum.
